Project work is so taxing and i only did appendix yesterday yet it is not as easy as it seems. I rant and rant and rant to biatch till i got so pissed and couldnt sleep till 2am. Mind you, i head for bed around midnight after i couldnt take the appendix shit anymore. Thank god for Cheryl or i will just kill myself. Only if we can choose our own group, i bet girls' power will pwn all and we'll all be the imba to the max group. If only. I just wanna get it over and done with, ensuring i get that A too or i can murder. No, i'll murder, trust me, i really will.
I'M TIREEEEEEEED AND MY EYES FEEL DRY. Super dry, not a good sign especially after i slept for so long!
Wanted to talk about liars and how white lies are the worst lies ever. Lying to get your way so as not to hurt other people? Irony much. Its actually lying to get to your way so that the rest of the world will not see the ugly truth protecting you from getting hit by hatred. Dont you think it make much more sense this way? The world is selfish, everyone cares for themselves the most. Seriously, the fact that white lies are more acceptable turn me off, its just a distorted truth. To me, its worse than any lies because its lying and finding a way out, finding an excuse. Its a cowardly act. And there go your perfect image and fake front when the lies are exposed. The thing about lying is that it'll be exposed, only sooner or later. The sooner, the more you pity yourself. The later, the harder to forgive. And trust is lost through lies, the cool thing is that it takes pretty long to build up, maybe even a lifetime. Same goes to amending for your sins.(lies)
Dont tell me not to be so harsh, dont tell me to let go, dont tell me to cheer up. What will you do if you found out that you've been living in a lie for the longest time?
/ABRUPT END, SCREW PW.
In life, people come and go. They cant help it, its inevitable.